tears

yeaaahhh everyonee...

its just that

im tired of crying

the tears that i have wasted is useless

as i knoww

it wont change the fact

that 

Ive Gained wieght

Like seriously

i Know it wont solve any of it 

as

everyone were there for me

FAMILY
LOVE
FRIENDS
and definitely

FOOD!!

i think i should start it over and agaain.

words are not enooughh.

 i need

ACTIOONSS!!

nightlifee of course

FOOD a definitely.

everythiiing..

maybe that

im too happy for everything that had happened!

i hope im going to be

what i want to be

as

ill be happy with myself

sorry

to all

as i have wished for my birthday is

i want to get skinny

so loooong..