Saturday, March 27, 2010

a kiss

changed everything about us
feel comfortable
warm n safe

never regret
loving you

i love you

i love you infinity a thousand million infinity the whole wide world and space...

and sometimes i love to add with syed muzaffar and milky way! i love you baby

tyra i pnjm title you kayh. xoxo

First, thanks tyra for the tag :)

Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own blog, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag five people including the person who tagged you. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real.. nothing made up! IF the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

What is your name : Fafay ( duuh as in fairuz lah )

A four Letter Word : Fuck

A boy's Name : Fairuz ( like hellooo. it is unisex )

A girl's Name : Fairuz ( again cuz it can be bisexual or unisex, i liiike )

An occupation : Farmer ( where i can own a marijuana's garden. lol! hahaah ) @ Federal Engineer ( i can do whatever i want with this earth )

A color : Favourite laaaah ( icey ice cool babeh! lets GEDEK )

Something you'll wear : Favourite dress ( like bling bling at my tittts! uuu i liiike babeh cuz ill get horny with it, i like it babeh )

A type of food : Foo Cuk ( Hometown yong tow foo where my first date with HEr ) hahaha. just kidding, hahahahah

Something found in the bathroom : Fagot ( hahahhaa, horny dooh bile tgk. feel like licking2 hahaha, alyaa! i noe ull like this haahahah )

A place : France ( miss toulouse )

A reason for being late : Fikir asal kner gi kelas arr pagi2 yg indah ini, baik g GEDEK! baru best, but i cant cuz my mom will like "Weyh! knape ta gi kelaaaas" i Love you maa

Something you'd shout : Fuck laaa wey! kaw ingat kaw ingat kaw hot!

A movie title : Futurama ( Sebab they love to curse ) kesian bidadari

Something you drink : Favourite Icey Cool. ( bukan mabuk tapi SMACKKKEEED! lol)
A musical group : Follow me, ( idk )

An animal : Faggot! haw many times that i have to tell you!

A type of car : Well, i Love Lamborghini but its okayh ill invent the new one which is Famboghini, hahahahah

A type of fruit : Fruity Tiuty, B! kiss me with your halls inside i want it! hahahaha

Thursday, March 25, 2010

the L word

A perfect getaway for me and you
i dunoe. 
i guess it has changed me a lot
the first day and first time
i know it wouldnt be the best

A smile is enough
A glance SHOULD be enuff
I think i like you

Facebook, you asked me to send you a friend request.
But then again if im not mistaken we got 5 mutual friends

i was amazed and shocked

Mummy said its a life lucky number as 4 in chinese means dead, so after dead we will have a new life,
SO, you are my life
NEW life.


everyday we texted
you called
we met

a great night where both of us lost in the track
we danced and we laughed
but back at the bar

I wish i could turn back the time.

hahahhaahha! lol!

and i think i L you.

i just L the word L.

Saturday, March 13, 2010

Saturday, March 6, 2010

fading away

I was totally out of everything
Maybe i missed him too much
But i think we dont have anything and anymore
maybe we re not meant for each other
he 's in my head and heart all the time
i thought of send him a msg.
really short
but im not sure whether i should send it or not.
i missed him too much.
cant stop thinking about him

I know he has his own reasons of doing this to me.
but i think i deserve it
thanks for being the greatest bf ever.
and thanks for being good and care for me a lot
i know there would be no turning back time for us to be together
i know im facing a stupid phase.
and you are tired with me and i really know it
thanks and again
the best that i could say is
just take care of your self.
and ill withdraw myself from you
its pointless for us to be together again.
what can i assumed is...
our 6ix years is enough.
i already get use myself of you.
and i dont regret.
because im willing to do it so.,
because you re my first love..
but its okayh.
maybe we're not meant for each other.
maybe for you to have me its just a mistake.
but i dont think that having you as my boyfriend is a mistake,.

bye tc
siti fairuz omar bakhi

Thursday, March 4, 2010


i do sounds desperate
but i dont care..
only you can make me feel this way.
only a man like you can make me sick.

but me??
i cant make you sick like how im sick
i cant make you cry like how i cry

and i cant handle this..

she's truee..

im not strong enough to forget about you.
im trying hard.
really hard
hard and hard
really hard

why cant i just let you go one by one 
why cant i stop being someone who loves to do some hell one.

you are not just like the one who i know like the old one.

something changed me and you.
and i dont know what it is.
but i think.

there's no solution for our problem.

me or you

Monday, March 1, 2010


i guessss...
it wpuld be the worst...

So many things..
but ME??
stay remain..


tanks bikos yu haf bikom a gud fren of main ok??
reli gud.
smpai ai want tu krai laik u krai dalam toilet in sunway las dais sebab yu wer wori about boifren yu yg sakit..
i luv yu reli mach till i kanot speil and sai a werd pun.
im so sad bikos all of dem ar broken laik my maders plaits broke wen it feil down jus nau!
sowi mama!


i kanot andestand

i love yu olss..

bapak laaa..
hu wans tu taik kare me after dis bikos aill be like sengal gile2!