hardtyme together; bodynsoul

i noe its hard to say this, but it is the main thing that i would like to share with. life is not that easy. it is surely complicated. nothing is to complete us. it is just pass away and walk by behind the shore. seriously. it is not like what i have expected. worst to worst, it would be the best for both world. neither me nor it.

nothing could change me and myself, it is just me. im the one who should be blame.it is what have been planned and it is not important. it is the pain that i think i should get rid of. and sometimes i feel like suicide is the best way, no matter what happen. it would be the best. nothing to worry about.

the night..
the night..
the night..
it has been fade away..

it gasp me like gasping for airs..

it do hurts..
the night..

it shall fade away.. but the bruise..
remaining..

i noe it wont fade away..
but..
im the one who should be blame..

this body not the soul...
this body dont deserve all this..
because of the soul..
the body feels the pain along..

the night..

where the smokes of eager and evil..
keep on ambushing the lungs..
but y the body..
not the soul..
just to make the soul happy..
why does the body should feel the pain..
it hurts me..
it do hurts me a lot..

the kisses on that night..
really poisonous..
it kills the people..
even the most dangerous thing in this world..
but still..
the soul wants it..
but y?
y must the body feels it too..
doesnt it sounds hell?
pity the body..

the soul is crazy..
the body needs all the sanity..
the mind undecided

me?