a note for you

mama,

im sorry for everythin that i have done

i know i cant be as what have u wanted since i was born to this precious world

but i know

SOMEDAY i will be the one that you have ever wanted

i know i have hurted u in many ways

but you know 

my eager and craziness cant be hold

MAMA.

i dont wanna leave you

i know he will take me away from you

im really sorry

but i think this will make u less hurt of me more then i exist

i dont want you to get hurt.

now,

its just left three hours more

for him

to take me away from you

please mama

dont cry for me

im just a useless shit

i dont think that ill be the same

siti fairuz omar bakhi 

that have acted crazily lately

but actually im more happy to live with u

but the situation MAMA,

really

i dont want to give you anymore burden.

it has been a lot since i was born by you.

from your own womb.

but i live here just for you

i know how much i meant for you.

i live here because of you

if it is not from you

then i rather die instead of living like shit.

MAMA i LOVE YOU

p/s; mama, kiter rindu mama kiter pasang radio ikim k?? kiter ingat kat mama sampai bile2. tapi mama jgn lah pasang fly fm kalaw ingat kat kiter. bwat potong sedey jeeee.