Sunday, January 31, 2010

a note for you

mama,
im sorry for everythin that i have done
i know i cant be as what have u wanted since i was born to this precious world
but i know
SOMEDAY i will be the one that you have ever wanted
i know i have hurted u in many ways
but you know 
my eager and craziness cant be hold

MAMA.
i dont wanna leave you
i know he will take me away from you
im really sorry
but i think this will make u less hurt of me more then i exist
i dont want you to get hurt.
now,
its just left three hours more
for him
to take me away from you

please mama
dont cry for me
im just a useless shit

i dont think that ill be the same
siti fairuz omar bakhi 
that have acted crazily lately
but actually im more happy to live with u
but the situation MAMA,

really
i dont want to give you anymore burden.
it has been a lot since i was born by you.
from your own womb.
but i live here just for you
i know how much i meant for you.
i live here because of you
if it is not from you
then i rather die instead of living like shit.


MAMA i LOVE YOU


p/s; mama, kiter rindu mama kiter pasang radio ikim k?? kiter ingat kat mama sampai bile2. tapi mama jgn lah pasang fly fm kalaw ingat kat kiter. bwat potong sedey jeeee.

Saturday, January 30, 2010

satu malaysia

hik hik hik hik
sumpah i felt cam babi gile ryte nowww.
adoooyy..
hahahahhaa.

how am i goin to say this eyh.
i was too HAVE FUN
then
i taw org snap bnyk2 photos taw.
then

ader gambar i
tapi tuelaaa
dalam gmbr tue i ta seda
nmpk SOMETHING that is so memalukaaaann.

then i tanyer my fav friend nie..

fay: hello, you! bangun lah! bangun2! plz. i serabut nieeeeee
die: haaaa.....pedieeee( bwat2 serabuut br bangun tido )
fay:you!gmbar i masuk dlm album. camne nieeee. hahahahahahaha
die: you relax sudeeeyyy. gambar ape pulak niee. i tader puun
fay: hahahaha! bwat lawak eyh?? hahahaha. gambar tue ader **pp*** i. hahahahahahah. cam babi doooe. serious
die: hahaaha?? bwat lawak eyh?? i ta fhm. hahahahahaha
fay: ngokngek! ade doe nampaaaak. hahahaha. **** sangat arr tue. hahahahaha.
die: HAHAHAHAHHAHA! tulah youuuu.....

hahahahha. thats all. and now i hanya mampu gelak sendiri. sebab ntah laaaaa. hahahaha. tibe2 kner kat batang hidung sendiri, hahahahaha,. adoyyyyy. hahahaha. fefey2. ntah papeee jer. 

GEDIK!

hahahahahhahahaah


Thursday, January 28, 2010

baby

my promises to you

  • I love you
  • till death do us part
  • ill strive as what you have bee wanted
b!
ingat!
4 bulan kiter akan kurus!
i noe myself BETTER!

how and when b jangan tanye
kiter akan jadi giselle bundchen

Gameover!

piyu piyu piyu piyu!
Yes!
fefey kalah! 
hahahahahhaa.
its okayh.
much more day....
i lose for a smart reason

TRUST ME!
hahahahhahahaha.
i have been seen a victory for MYSELF these days.
kan alya sayang?? 
hahahahaha

Love you bitches!
dogs and all!

Sunday, January 17, 2010

two ways

  • first ignore with all of ur shits and go on with my dark life as i will be lost most of the day and flirt on with other guys
  • second is for me to cry on over you so i will not feel guilty but the fact is im hurt like hell.


I NOE YOU'RE A BULLSHIT ! MOTHERFUCKER!

Friday, January 15, 2010

mokcik...

jangan bagi tergantung. sebab macam2 leyh jadi and mak hidup bukan sebab ornag lain nak, mak hidup sebab mak nak tawu dunie sebenarnye. mak sedey tgk anak2 camnie skrang, tgk mak dah cukup dah. dulu kulit mak aihh bersih jeee. sekang dah berlubang2 sebab mak degil mak taknak dengar cakap orang tua, tapi tue lah mak kan hustler so mak layan jerlaaaa,mak nak sangat kurus tapi salah cara mak amik care lain.dah stop tapi mak rindu balik, rokok ntuk mak tarahal, ade ade lah. tader suda, tapi bende tue mak rindu. tapi nak rindu pun potong stim sebab mak raser mak ader maser lagi nak berubah. gayboy mak pun dah nak tinggalkan mak. so mak raser baik mak selamat kan relationship kitorg ni dari mak bwat bende2 pelik. hihihi. sedap lagi dgr gayboy mak dari bende tue.. hihi, sume dapat. belaian maje, kasih sayang. waaaahh! seronok kaw!! aishhh, bahagia dari dapat handbag gucci. benchi yawww. hahahaha. mak ader banyak belajar sebab mak tawu dunie ni yaAllah, ta kuase aku nak cakap. pancarobe pun pening kepale, yerlaaa. nampak baik tp dalam cm sial. luar macam penyangk to dalam mak pulak malu macam nak kne pinang, hihihihi, tapi tuelah. mak banyak kner makan kawan . asyek mak tutup lubang member. member tutup lubang mak. give and take yeeee. bukan take away. tolong make ur self clear kayh, hihihihi., tapi tue lah, you all nie jangan lah pandang pelik lah, bukan lubang tue, lubang kesalahan. mak raser capmelan lah pulaaaak. melayan sangt. benchi mak. k lah. gaybaoy mak dah call. nnt paper mak call you balik k. love you mwaaaahxc!

Sunday, January 10, 2010

fefey bodoh

kenape fefey still kat snie.
heiiih.
hidup mnyusahkan mama ayah and the rest
kenapeee..
fefey bodoh

Friday, January 8, 2010

oh GOSH!

hihihihi.
apelahh fefey niee.
bungkus habis.
teruk.

ermhh.
tapiiii..
bulat sangat.
best.
layan..

new dear
for a new year
encik akmal
nice to meet u
encik paan
kiter berlembu bersame eyh

TERUK n BEST!