DAD!!

I hate YOU as u hate me

you never understand me 

as you DUMPED me away when i was a little kid

AS REVENGE

will take the toll

when ive grown up..

m not stupid as you think i am.

adios

Tagged!

FOUR NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU :

1. Fafay
2. Fefey
3. Feyruz
4. Siti

FOUR MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE :

1. January 20
2. June 15
3. April 15
4. September 8

FOUR THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINUTES:

1. Fb
2. Laughing
3. Talking to the laptop
4. Missing someone

FOUR WAYS TO BE HAPPY :

1. spend time with family
2. being with baby and girlfriends.
3. Travelling
4. shopping

FOUR PEOPLE YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST :

1. Alya Fatin
2. Syafinaz Amira
3. MJSC Teachers
4. My roomates

FOUR GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE :

1. fuckloads of endless supply of money.
2. a SUPERcar!
3. shopping spree
4. tons of handbags and heels

FOUR OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES :

1. shopping
2. eating
3. blog-ing
4. traveling

FOUR PLACES OR COUNTRY YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION :

1. capri
2. bahamas
3. New York
4. Miami

FOUR FAVOURITE DRINKS :

1. Warm Water
2. Lemonade
3. Neslo
4. Volshenaya

FOUR THINGS ALWAYS FOUND IN YOUR PURSE/WALLET :

1. $
2. ic, license
3. sepit rambut
4. my baby's letters

FOUR FAVOURITE COLORS :

1. Red
2. Blue
3. Turquoise
4. Green

TOP FOUR HANGOUTS :

1. Daddy's House
2. Baby's House
3. Nurul's House
4. my home sweet home. :)

TOP FOUR U LOVE SO MUCH :

1. Family
2. Adlin Fazlinda
3. My girlfriends
4. Myself. :)

TOP FOUR "THINGS" SPECIAL TO YOU :

1. the letter that i get frm my baby
2. the tickets where we went fr a movie
3. Every each day we met would be like the first time we met.
4. all those pictures that hold thousands meaning for me.

TOP FOUR WHO YOU WILL TAGGED:

1. alyaa jamaludin
2. rynn khazali
3. iz rijap
4. freelist

Menu

Yong Tau Foo  

                                        (with my baby girl and Putri at Section 7 for lunch )

Ipoh Hor Fun  

                   

               (with my baby girl and Putri  at Jamal's Restaurant infront of FAM in Kelana Jaya)

tears

yeaaahhh everyonee...

its just that

im tired of crying

the tears that i have wasted is useless

as i knoww

it wont change the fact

that 

Ive Gained wieght

Like seriously

i Know it wont solve any of it 

as

everyone were there for me

FAMILY
LOVE
FRIENDS
and definitely

FOOD!!

i think i should start it over and agaain.

words are not enooughh.

 i need

ACTIOONSS!!

nightlifee of course

FOOD a definitely.

everythiiing..

maybe that

im too happy for everything that had happened!

i hope im going to be

what i want to be

as

ill be happy with myself

sorry

to all

as i have wished for my birthday is

i want to get skinny

so loooong..

better

i just reminisce our memory,,,

You think i'm so full of it full of it but i think I'm just fed up baby You think i can be so arrogant arrogant but I'm just tryna keep my head up baby You think i procrastinate, baby but I think I'm taking my time...

You think you need to leave but I think I disagree...

But if you believe you'll do best without me
I'll let it go girl it's over but before we say goodbye let's give it a try If you leave then baby I'll leave
I'll let it go girl it's over but i have no doubt we can work it out


I think you're so full of it full of it you just don't know when to let up baby I think you're so arrogant arrogant you think that you're so much better baby That I think it ain't healthy for me to judge you by ya flaws and that's why I Know I could criticize but i put that aside to focus on You and I...

But if you believe you'll do best without me then I'll let it go girl it's over but we before we say goodbye let's give it a try If you leave baby I'll leave I'll let it go girl it's over but i have no doubt that we can work it out

Now if you wanna go baby then I'll let you go And even though I'm trying hold on I can't if you don't Now if you leave me you're gonna miss me And I'm not sayin that i'll be here waiting

Since we're here right now
Instead of just walking out
Lets work to reach the point I know that we could be

But if you believe you'll do best without me I'll let it go girl it's over but before we say goodbye let's give it a try If you leave then baby I'll leave I'll let it go girl it's over but i have no doubt that we'll work it out

 

PLAIN;everything for the past

well, its started when everything goes well and everything feels so perfect...but under the perfection there will be the black sheep..so thought of in relationship, we could not have the intention of overtaking it, because it will lead to disaster,,,

                                AS i believe, just caught in the middle in between of love, sexuality, friends, and family.. it is so hard to balance everything. because as my dad always say we could not have everything in our life. We have to sacrifice somehow to gain something better so it will balance yourself and your everything.


                              This is about when i get too much of illegal things in my body i will start to be a pessimist in everything. Went to a bar is not as cool as what you think, like last night...
 

1.   arrested by the policemen
2. HE pissed of with me
3. i FOUGHT with her
4. my MOM was looking for me
5. my AUNTIES stop looking at me
6. i have made everyone sad,

i don't think that being in nightlife is a cool thing.. it is okay to have fun but i think i get too much of fun you know. Like everyone does, they know how to balance them self.....

M sorry because this blog is really plain as what the title meant to. NO colors as i am miserable.

                   
                            

formspring.me

horny?? http://formspring.me/fayruzOmar

formspring.me

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/fayruzOmar

formspring.me

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/fayruzOmar

magic

POOOOF!

ed : its for you

me: haa?ouhh whats this..

ed : see laa. a note. ntah i saw on the jalan.

me : ouhh, okayh

blurred as usual. a note with a princess pictures.

with a smiley

"can you please be mine ? =) "

me : haa? ouh whats this? crazy note

ed : look! its for you

me : ha? what the? ouhhhh myyy GOD!

ed : ( smile what else dier can do. )

me: hahahahah! TIPU LAAAA!

ed : nooo! its for you.

me : LOL! what else i can do

me?

( what should i answer )

keep on being sceptic people! hihihi

a kiss

changed everything about us

feel comfortable

warm n safe

never regret

of

loving you

i love you

i love you infinity a thousand million infinity the whole wide world and space...

and sometimes i love to add with syed muzaffar and milky way! i love you baby

tyra i pnjm title you kayh. xoxo

First, thanks tyra for the tag :)

Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own blog, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag five people including the person who tagged you. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real.. nothing made up! IF the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.


What is your name : Fafay ( duuh as in fairuz lah )

A four Letter Word : Fuck

A boy's Name : Fairuz ( like hellooo. it is unisex )

A girl's Name : Fairuz ( again cuz it can be bisexual or unisex, i liiike )

An occupation : Farmer ( where i can own a marijuana's garden. lol! hahaah ) @ Federal Engineer ( i can do whatever i want with this earth )


A color : Favourite laaaah ( icey ice cool babeh! lets GEDEK )

Something you'll wear : Favourite dress ( like bling bling at my tittts! uuu i liiike babeh cuz ill get horny with it, i like it babeh )

A type of food : Foo Cuk ( Hometown yong tow foo where my first date with HEr ) hahaha. just kidding, hahahahah

Something found in the bathroom : Fagot ( hahahhaa, horny dooh bile tgk. feel like licking2 hahaha, alyaa! i noe ull like this haahahah )

A place : France ( miss toulouse )

A reason for being late : Fikir asal kner gi kelas arr pagi2 yg indah ini, baik g GEDEK! baru best, but i cant cuz my mom will like "Weyh! knape ta gi kelaaaas" i Love you maa

Something you'd shout : Fuck laaa wey! kaw ingat kaw ingat kaw hot!

A movie title : Futurama ( Sebab they love to curse ) kesian bidadari

Something you drink : Favourite Icey Cool. ( bukan mabuk tapi SMACKKKEEED! lol)
A musical group : Follow me, ( idk )

An animal : Faggot! haw many times that i have to tell you!

A type of car : Well, i Love Lamborghini but its okayh ill invent the new one which is Famboghini, hahahahah

A type of fruit : Fruity Tiuty, B! kiss me with your halls inside i want it! hahahaha

the L word

A perfect getaway for me and you

i dunoe. 

i guess it has changed me a lot

the first day and first time

i know it wouldnt be the best

okayh

A smile is enough

A glance SHOULD be enuff

But

Still....

I think i like you

.whatever.

hey!

Facebook, you asked me to send you a friend request.

But then again if im not mistaken we got 5 mutual friends

WOW!

i was amazed and shocked

5??

Mummy said its a life lucky number as 4 in chinese means dead, so after dead we will have a new life,

RIGHT??

SO, you are my life

NEW life.

REFRESHING

ROFLS~~

okayh,

everyday we texted

you called

and

we met

like FINALLY

a great night where both of us lost in the track

hahahhaa,

we danced and we laughed

but back at the bar

OUHHH

I wish i could turn back the time.

hahahhaahha! lol!

and i think i L you.

ouhhhhh

i just L the word L.

i love her!

i love her.

tuuu jeeee

fading away

I was totally out of everything

Maybe i missed him too much

But i think we dont have anything and anymore

maybe we re not meant for each other

he 's in my head and heart all the time

so,

i thought of send him a msg.

really short

but im not sure whether i should send it or not.

i missed him too much.

cant stop thinking about him

I know he has his own reasons of doing this to me.

but i think i deserve it

 

 

 

 

thanks for being the greatest bf ever.
and thanks for being good and care for me a lot
i know there would be no turning back time for us to be together
i know im facing a stupid phase.
and you are tired with me and i really know it
thanks and again
the best that i could say is
just take care of your self.
and ill withdraw myself from you
as.
its pointless for us to be together again.
what can i assumed is...
our 6ix years is enough.
i already get use myself of you.
and i dont regret.
because im willing to do it so.,
because you re my first love..
but its okayh.
maybe we're not meant for each other.
maybe for you to have me its just a mistake.
but i dont think that having you as my boyfriend is a mistake,.

bye tc
love
siti fairuz omar bakhi

youuu

i do sounds desperate

but i dont care..

only you can make me feel this way.

only a man like you can make me sick.

but me??

i cant make you sick like how im sick

and

i cant make you cry like how i cry

and i cant handle this..

she's truee..

im not strong enough to forget about you.

im trying hard.

really hard

hard and hard

really hard

why cant i just let you go one by one 

and

why cant i stop being someone who loves to do some hell one.

you are not just like the one who i know like the old one.

something changed me and you.

and i dont know what it is.

but i think.

there's no solution for our problem.

either

me or you

TES:

Shhhhhhh...
i guessss...
it wpuld be the worst...

So many things..

but ME??

stay remain..

to ALYAA JAMALUDIN

tanks bikos yu haf bikom a gud fren of main ok??

reli gud.

smpai ai want tu krai laik u krai dalam toilet in sunway las dais sebab yu wer wori about boifren yu yg sakit..

i luv yu reli mach till i kanot speil and sai a werd pun.

im so sad bikos all of dem ar broken laik my maders plaits broke wen it feil down jus nau!

hihihih

sowi mama!

to MAFUSz

i kanot andestand

to FAMILY

i love yu olss..

bapak laaa..

hu wans tu taik kare me after dis bikos aill be like sengal gile2!

hurmmmmmmmmhhh

Muhammad Mahfuz Abdul Rashid

LOVE YOOOOU!!!

anxious

CHANGKAAT!

BOREDOM

Rules and regulation :- Do not copy answer.


1.mawar
2.izyan
3.alyaa
4.mafusz
5.rynn
6.paan.
7.fatin
8.zack
9.eja

1.How do you know 1?
hahahahaha. its a long story enemy to long live sisters. hahahahah

2.What would you did if you never meet 2?
yan! sebatang juum

3.What would you do if 3 and 4 dated you?
alyaa. hari2 jumpe dier. dah nak termuntah pun adee. mafusz. ntah ahh. malas nak fikir panjang

4.Would 5 and 6 make a good couple?
OMG! jgn doooe! sumpah doooe. paan ade chacha kooot. hahahaha. rynn?? i tataw tp she's unavailable. hahahaha

5.Do you think 7 is attractive?
mustilaaaaaa. bestfriend saye sume hot2 okayh??

6.Do you know anything about 8's family?
OUH EMM GEEE! do i have too?? unnecessarily

7.Tell me something about 9?
I'm following her blog.. :) i love her blog. its funny

8.What language does 2 speak?
English,Malay and Tamil *maybe...hahhahaha

9.Who is 3 going out with?
raja mu'izuddin. hahahaa. sorry muiz salah eja. i ta rety. hahhaha

10.How old is number 4?
he isolder than me! one year and 13 days

11.5?
Her age is same as mine and her birthday is on 26th April as her birthday falls on the same day as my younger brother. hahahahaha.

12.Who is 6's favourite singer?
hahahahaha. i guess i knoe. BAN-D!!! ta pasal. hahahaha.

13.7?
her fav is lady gaga! hahahaa. tembak jeee

14.Is 8 single?.
Ouh! no! no! no! tidak sekali! he's married with a wife

15.What's 9 last name?
Nurhafizah binti Ibrahim. pwas hati??

16.Would you consider being in a relationship with 1?
Mestilaaa. she's my twinzieeee

17.Which school does 2 go to?
its a science school in johor. muar

18.What do you like about no 3?
her laughter la weyh!

tipsy

TIPSY!!!

shhhhhh!

dont tell anyone...

i guess..

too FRUSTRATED..

feels like partying all night long

BUT..

fefey...

study duluu..

nanti baru enjoyy

fey.

jgn ouh.

you niee

kater nak berubah

kaw jgn mngade

jakgi ader yg aku lempang kang

you.

jgn camniee lahhh

i risau tgk u

act like your age CT

u treat yourself like an adult

then ill treat you back like an Adult

but him??

ader ker? he doesnt care about me anymore. so why should i care more.so.

from here...

I'll stand by my own.

dettol

"it is in my STOMACH now people...!"  by fefey omar

too HOPELESS to live

insane enough to be said

hahahaha. tataw la en apsl.

malam ni cam touching gile babi

i guess i rindu dier koot.

tapi taknk call dier. 

sebab dier tgh jd singee.

takut nak miscall

but then again

i on9 

bace sume emails

n on facebook

n spin chewaaah cam tere spin

i mean play a song

from neyo

part of the lips

n then i baru teringat nape terbangun

rupe2 nye one of my beshtie has sent a msg

jap nak check ph nak tgk balik ape yg dier hanta

*setengah minit*

haaa

dier cakap

being in love is hurtful kan fairuz??

then i laughed.

but a laugh wont make ur self better

i cried and cried and cried

SUDDENLY!

i bace HANISMANIS.tumblr...

then EJASAJA.tumblr

hahahaha!!

I LAUGHED LIKE A MOTHERFUCKER

hhahaha, entah lah

n kebetulan

lagu my thong keluar

then i jadi sengal

rindu nak g *wengweng*

whats wrong with ME

i want u badly

itu jeeeee.

LOVE

brokenhearted girl

a note for you

mama,

im sorry for everythin that i have done

i know i cant be as what have u wanted since i was born to this precious world

but i know

SOMEDAY i will be the one that you have ever wanted

i know i have hurted u in many ways

but you know 

my eager and craziness cant be hold

MAMA.

i dont wanna leave you

i know he will take me away from you

im really sorry

but i think this will make u less hurt of me more then i exist

i dont want you to get hurt.

now,

its just left three hours more

for him

to take me away from you

please mama

dont cry for me

im just a useless shit

i dont think that ill be the same

siti fairuz omar bakhi 

that have acted crazily lately

but actually im more happy to live with u

but the situation MAMA,

really

i dont want to give you anymore burden.

it has been a lot since i was born by you.

from your own womb.

but i live here just for you

i know how much i meant for you.

i live here because of you

if it is not from you

then i rather die instead of living like shit.

MAMA i LOVE YOU

p/s; mama, kiter rindu mama kiter pasang radio ikim k?? kiter ingat kat mama sampai bile2. tapi mama jgn lah pasang fly fm kalaw ingat kat kiter. bwat potong sedey jeeee.

satu malaysia

hik hik hik hik

sumpah i felt cam babi gile ryte nowww.

adoooyy..

hahahahhaa.

how am i goin to say this eyh.

i was too HAVE FUN

then

i taw org snap bnyk2 photos taw.

then

ader gambar i

tapi tuelaaa

dalam gmbr tue i ta seda

nmpk SOMETHING that is so memalukaaaann.

then i tanyer my fav friend nie..

fay: hello, you! bangun lah! bangun2! plz. i serabut nieeeeee

die: haaaa.....pedieeee( bwat2 serabuut br bangun tido )

fay:you!gmbar i masuk dlm album. camne nieeee. hahahahahahaha

die: you relax sudeeeyyy. gambar ape pulak niee. i tader puun

fay: hahahaha! bwat lawak eyh?? hahahaha. gambar tue ader **pp*** i. hahahahahahah. cam babi doooe. serious

die: hahaaha?? bwat lawak eyh?? i ta fhm. hahahahahaha

fay: ngokngek! ade doe nampaaaak. hahahaha. **** sangat arr tue. hahahahaha.

die: HAHAHAHAHHAHA! tulah youuuu.....

hahahahha. thats all. and now i hanya mampu gelak sendiri. sebab ntah laaaaa. hahahaha. tibe2 kner kat batang hidung sendiri, hahahahaha,. adoyyyyy. hahahaha. fefey2. ntah papeee jer. 

GEDIK!

hahahahahhahahaah

baby

my promises to you

• I love you
• till death do us part
• ill strive as what you have bee wanted

b!
ingat!
4 bulan kiter akan kurus!
i noe myself BETTER!

how and when b jangan tanye
kiter akan jadi giselle bundchen

Gameover!

piyu piyu piyu piyu!

Yes!

fefey kalah! 

hahahahahhaa.

its okayh.

much more day....

i lose for a smart reason

TRUST ME!

hahahahhahahaha.

i have been seen a victory for MYSELF these days.

kan alya sayang?? 

hahahahaha

Love you bitches!

dogs and all!

two ways

• first ignore with all of ur shits and go on with my dark life as i will be lost most of the day and flirt on with other guys

• second is for me to cry on over you so i will not feel guilty but the fact is im hurt like hell.

I NOE YOU'RE A BULLSHIT ! MOTHERFUCKER!

mokcik...

jangan bagi tergantung. sebab macam2 leyh jadi and mak hidup bukan sebab ornag lain nak, mak hidup sebab mak nak tawu dunie sebenarnye. mak sedey tgk anak2 camnie skrang, tgk mak dah cukup dah. dulu kulit mak aihh bersih jeee. sekang dah berlubang2 sebab mak degil mak taknak dengar cakap orang tua, tapi tue lah mak kan hustler so mak layan jerlaaaa,mak nak sangat kurus tapi salah cara mak amik care lain.dah stop tapi mak rindu balik, rokok ntuk mak tarahal, ade ade lah. tader suda, tapi bende tue mak rindu. tapi nak rindu pun potong stim sebab mak raser mak ader maser lagi nak berubah. gayboy mak pun dah nak tinggalkan mak. so mak raser baik mak selamat kan relationship kitorg ni dari mak bwat bende2 pelik. hihihi. sedap lagi dgr gayboy mak dari bende tue.. hihi, sume dapat. belaian maje, kasih sayang. waaaahh! seronok kaw!! aishhh, bahagia dari dapat handbag gucci. benchi yawww. hahahaha. mak ader banyak belajar sebab mak tawu dunie ni yaAllah, ta kuase aku nak cakap. pancarobe pun pening kepale, yerlaaa. nampak baik tp dalam cm sial. luar macam penyangk to dalam mak pulak malu macam nak kne pinang, hihihihi, tapi tuelah. mak banyak kner makan kawan . asyek mak tutup lubang member. member tutup lubang mak. give and take yeeee. bukan take away. tolong make ur self clear kayh, hihihihi., tapi tue lah, you all nie jangan lah pandang pelik lah, bukan lubang tue, lubang kesalahan. mak raser capmelan lah pulaaaak. melayan sangt. benchi mak. k lah. gaybaoy mak dah call. nnt paper mak call you balik k. love you mwaaaahxc!

fefey bodoh

kenape fefey still kat snie.

heiiih.

hidup mnyusahkan mama ayah and the rest

kenapeee..

fefey bodoh

oh GOSH!

hihihihi.

apelahh fefey niee.

bungkus habis.

teruk.

ermhh.

tapiiii..

bulat sangat.

best.

layan..

new dear

for a new year

encik akmal

nice to meet u

encik paan

kiter berlembu bersame eyh

TERUK n BEST!