DAD!!

I hate YOU as u hate me

you never understand me 

as you DUMPED me away when i was a little kid

AS REVENGE

will take the toll

when ive grown up..

m not stupid as you think i am.

adios

Tagged!

FOUR NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU :

1. Fafay
2. Fefey
3. Feyruz
4. Siti

FOUR MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE :

1. January 20
2. June 15
3. April 15
4. September 8

FOUR THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINUTES:

1. Fb
2. Laughing
3. Talking to the laptop
4. Missing someone

FOUR WAYS TO BE HAPPY :

1. spend time with family
2. being with baby and girlfriends.
3. Travelling
4. shopping

FOUR PEOPLE YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST :

1. Alya Fatin
2. Syafinaz Amira
3. MJSC Teachers
4. My roomates

FOUR GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE :

1. fuckloads of endless supply of money.
2. a SUPERcar!
3. shopping spree
4. tons of handbags and heels

FOUR OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES :

1. shopping
2. eating
3. blog-ing
4. traveling

FOUR PLACES OR COUNTRY YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION :

1. capri
2. bahamas
3. New York
4. Miami

FOUR FAVOURITE DRINKS :

1. Warm Water
2. Lemonade
3. Neslo
4. Volshenaya

FOUR THINGS ALWAYS FOUND IN YOUR PURSE/WALLET :

1. $
2. ic, license
3. sepit rambut
4. my baby's letters

FOUR FAVOURITE COLORS :

1. Red
2. Blue
3. Turquoise
4. Green

TOP FOUR HANGOUTS :

1. Daddy's House
2. Baby's House
3. Nurul's House
4. my home sweet home. :)

TOP FOUR U LOVE SO MUCH :

1. Family
2. Adlin Fazlinda
3. My girlfriends
4. Myself. :)

TOP FOUR "THINGS" SPECIAL TO YOU :

1. the letter that i get frm my baby
2. the tickets where we went fr a movie
3. Every each day we met would be like the first time we met.
4. all those pictures that hold thousands meaning for me.

TOP FOUR WHO YOU WILL TAGGED:

1. alyaa jamaludin
2. rynn khazali
3. iz rijap
4. freelist

Menu

Yong Tau Foo  

                                        (with my baby girl and Putri at Section 7 for lunch )

Ipoh Hor Fun  

                   

               (with my baby girl and Putri  at Jamal's Restaurant infront of FAM in Kelana Jaya)

tears

yeaaahhh everyonee...

its just that

im tired of crying

the tears that i have wasted is useless

as i knoww

it wont change the fact

that 

Ive Gained wieght

Like seriously

i Know it wont solve any of it 

as

everyone were there for me

FAMILY
LOVE
FRIENDS
and definitely

FOOD!!

i think i should start it over and agaain.

words are not enooughh.

 i need

ACTIOONSS!!

nightlifee of course

FOOD a definitely.

everythiiing..

maybe that

im too happy for everything that had happened!

i hope im going to be

what i want to be

as

ill be happy with myself

sorry

to all

as i have wished for my birthday is

i want to get skinny

so loooong..

better

i just reminisce our memory,,,

You think i'm so full of it full of it but i think I'm just fed up baby You think i can be so arrogant arrogant but I'm just tryna keep my head up baby You think i procrastinate, baby but I think I'm taking my time...

You think you need to leave but I think I disagree...

But if you believe you'll do best without me
I'll let it go girl it's over but before we say goodbye let's give it a try If you leave then baby I'll leave
I'll let it go girl it's over but i have no doubt we can work it out


I think you're so full of it full of it you just don't know when to let up baby I think you're so arrogant arrogant you think that you're so much better baby That I think it ain't healthy for me to judge you by ya flaws and that's why I Know I could criticize but i put that aside to focus on You and I...

But if you believe you'll do best without me then I'll let it go girl it's over but we before we say goodbye let's give it a try If you leave baby I'll leave I'll let it go girl it's over but i have no doubt that we can work it out

Now if you wanna go baby then I'll let you go And even though I'm trying hold on I can't if you don't Now if you leave me you're gonna miss me And I'm not sayin that i'll be here waiting

Since we're here right now
Instead of just walking out
Lets work to reach the point I know that we could be

But if you believe you'll do best without me I'll let it go girl it's over but before we say goodbye let's give it a try If you leave then baby I'll leave I'll let it go girl it's over but i have no doubt that we'll work it out

 

PLAIN;everything for the past

well, its started when everything goes well and everything feels so perfect...but under the perfection there will be the black sheep..so thought of in relationship, we could not have the intention of overtaking it, because it will lead to disaster,,,

                                AS i believe, just caught in the middle in between of love, sexuality, friends, and family.. it is so hard to balance everything. because as my dad always say we could not have everything in our life. We have to sacrifice somehow to gain something better so it will balance yourself and your everything.


                              This is about when i get too much of illegal things in my body i will start to be a pessimist in everything. Went to a bar is not as cool as what you think, like last night...
 

1.   arrested by the policemen
2. HE pissed of with me
3. i FOUGHT with her
4. my MOM was looking for me
5. my AUNTIES stop looking at me
6. i have made everyone sad,

i don't think that being in nightlife is a cool thing.. it is okay to have fun but i think i get too much of fun you know. Like everyone does, they know how to balance them self.....

M sorry because this blog is really plain as what the title meant to. NO colors as i am miserable.

                   
                            

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